January 2009
21 posts
2008? We had some laughs and even some unbearable memories, but it’s cool because 2009’s about to bite it in the ass.. hard. Holla!
December 2008
41 posts
Something about tonight made tonight with him really special.
It wasn't the starlit sky
Or the music of nature
Or even the fact that we were alone.
Something about tonight made tonight with him really unique.
It wasn't that he was singing randomly
Or that he turfed to piss me off
Or even that he held me tight on the way home.
It was the way he looked at me.
He looked at me in a way that says
I can't believe this girl I really mine.
I love her.
Because at that moment
I felt the same exact way.
That's what made tonight special.
That's what made tonight unique.
UPDATE: So I had a real good, short talk with Ariel on the bus home. And she gave me another thing to think about: who can I really trust? I know it’s something everyone gives thought about, but for me, I never emphasized the fact about how important it was. I always thought I knew who I could trust, but it turns out - I don’t really know. At least not anymore. I do know that I can...
Keep your dimes, I want change
Eversince winterbreak started, all I could do is think. Think about what I wanna do with my life, think about who I want in it, think of what to do next. I’ve kinda been cheating myself saying that I’ll do something because lately, I haven’t done anything. I’m tryna focus on a change.. a change for the better. Eversince day one I’ve wanted to better myself; whether...
Listen
There’s only one word that describesthe past few days:
fuck.
HOLY FUCK. THIS MORNING WAS SATISFYING :D
Stayed single almost the whole year?
Only for like 5 months.
Kissed someone new?
Dominic :D
Done something you’ve regretted?
Yeah, whatever. Suck my dick.
Lost someone?
Yeah
Cut class?
Never
Were involved in something you’ll never forget?
Yes maam.
Visited a different country?
Not this year
Cooked a gross meal?
NEVER. I’m fucking raw
Lost something...
I LOVE THESE FUCKING DAYS WITH BABE...
me: It's been a while since I've drunken soda.
dominic: It's "drinken soda"!
me: No, it's not! Drinken, drunken, drinken, drunken?
dominic: drinken soda? drunken soda?
me: FUCK, IT'S DRUNKEN!
dominic: NO! Drinken!
me: Stfu, this is the stupidest conversation we've ever had.
dominic: HAHAHAHA!
both hella crack up
2 minutes later
dominic: Drinken soda? Drunken? Drinken?
me: It's drunken! Because after you drink, you're drunk so it's like past tense! Oh fuck. Just kidding, that's like future. Haha
dominic: We're Filipino! We say tasted, not drunken. Or drinken. Or whatever the fuck it is.
So finals are over, and I’m so fucking glad for it.
WINTER BREAK, ohhhhh yeaaahh.
Anonymous
I have to fucking get shit off my chest. Whether or not people actually read this or know who I’m talking about, I just gotta let it all out:
1. GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM. You don’t have the fucking right to talk to him the way you do. I’m tired of this fucking shit. Like he’s gonna fucking fall for you! Bitch.
2. I really wish you’d take the time and understand...
sorry, hunnycake, only one bitch fits in this city. that bitch is me.
“well… I really wouldn’t want to be here with any girl but you =)”
– Cupcake
2/6 DOWN.
fuck,
I’m gonna get this shit
over and done with
fast.
so like.. I miss buying shoes.
FUCK THE HYPE
I’m gonna start buying shoes again
bitch,
suck my dick :D
T O O T L E S
“You’re worth more than the occasional I love you.”
– BEHB :D
I Pray
Father, Dominic is at the hospital right now. Even though it’s nothing so serious now, we aren’t sure yet. He’s been going through alot lately, and I just wanna ask you to watch over him. He’s in desparate need of your guidance. I hate to see him like this. Please send one of your angels to him because I can’t do this alone. And please take care of him. Amen.
Be...
After the second time, I’m done. Am I living a lie? I’m just not able to tell anymore. Save me.
Listen
[3:27AM]
I’m just patiently waiting for him to call because he pinky promised me he would.
“So long, farewell to you my friends. Goodbye for now until we meet again.”
FUCKING MOMO :D
bianca wants to fuck me, guys. and she has dirty text messages on her phone. that’s why she always hid it in her boobies. oh, and catherine & michelle raped me on the bed. woahbaby!
Listen
I'm starting to fucking lag.
Dude, it’s not even funny cause I want to fucking end procrastination at its best.
UGH FUCK ME =X
Never Too Soon
I can feel his stare just focused on me. Although I’ll have my eyes shut, I can feel it. The long bus ride home is where I tend to fall asleep on him the most because I feel safe with his arm around me. I like how his hand just happens to find mine. He holds my hand tight letting me know that he’ll protect me. He’s my superman. I drift into a sweet sleep because my head fits...
Things to Cop List #1
1. Multi-colored ballpoint pens.
2. New flannels.
3. New bag & wallet.
4. Warm comfy sweater.
5. New tan or gray boots from bakers. ASAP!
6. Wrapping paper and gift boxes.
7. New markers.
8. White vans authentics.
9. NEW JEANS, PRONTO.
To-Do List #2
1. Take studio pictures with kmonstar for Mommy & Daddy’s Christmas gift.
2. Take studio pictures with babe.
3. Take a picture with Santa at Serramonte or something.
4. GO SHOPPING SOME MORE.
5. See the bigass Christmas tree in Union Square with babe.
6. Sip hot cocoa with someone in front of my fireplace. any takers?
7. Think of more things to put on this shit.
mine’s the same as hers.. with a little...
Friday:
Boring, then fun =) Then weird, then fun, then intense. Then sleep.
This is What it Feels Like?
We’re starting to take our love to the next level. I’m pretty sure we can handle it. We’re ready. After all, if anything, we’ll stay together forever. He’s coming over more, we’re seeing each other constantly. As righteous as his intentions are, I’m pretty sure we’ll get far. We’re spending more days alone, just one on one. It is just me and...
this is some dope shit
Can you tell the difference in my laughs when I laugh b/c of you and when I laugh because of someone else? Can you hear the extra excitement and joy in it when I laugh because of you?
As days go by, I’m so.. captured by your vibe. It’s an intense feeling - so intense that it’s perpetual. I’ve grown more and more attached to you. I can feel our love grow rapidly....
reading an I Spy book at the library..
me: okay, so look for a seahorse.
dominic: okay, okay.
me: *covers dominic's eyes* I'm gonna find it first!
dominic: that's cheating! *pushes my hand away*
me: hmm, where's the seahorse!?
dominic: uhhhh
me: I FOUND A WHALE!
dominic cracks up.
it's done, he's the fucking fruitiest guy I'll...
and he’s MINE MINE MINE.